Big and Small Things

I have neglected (avoided) updating this blog as I am a bit embarrassed by my lack of progress in my "new" life back here in DC. I have returned to the states in the midst of an economic crisis, a factor that didn't even cross my mind as I booked my flight back to the US. Growing up in Alaska, where we are all a bit removed from the reality of the Lower 48 (as evidenced by the lovely Sarah Palin), I never felt that national news affected my daily life. Things happened "Outside" - a mythical place far away with history and people that were only really in my textbooks.
Alas, I now live in one of the "hearts" of the US - Washington, DC. And here, everything is too real. I celebrated Obama's election on Capitol Hill and danced in front of the White House. Conversely, I have been hit by the economic slump. On my return from Costa Rica, I pompously believed I could easily apply for a few jobs and be employed in a week or two. A week has turned into four, and I am neither employed nor in a new apartment. I am grateful for my friends and their incredible generosity, but I am growing tired of just trying to fill the days and crashing on empty mattresses at night. A few possible apartments have fell through as I hesitated - who wants to sign a lease when they have no income? - and I am having much trouble finding open positions. The few applications I have sent have received no reply, and the pickings are slim.
An article in the Washington Post reported one position at 7-11, which pays just $8.50 an hour, received over 100 applicants! Imagine how many people are applying for the salaried position with benefits, just as I am! I am grateful to have savings and a support network to fall back on, but am concerned that, if I can't find a way to settle here, I will be forced to move back to Fairbanks.
On top of all this, I am still applying to law schools, and I am greatly concerned how my actions this fall will reflect upon my application. The pressure, I know, is only as great as I make it out to be, but I worry nonetheless.
Well, so that's the update. I apologize if I have been out of contact with you - as you can tell, the news isn't great, and doesn't always beg to be shared. On the positive side, Layne and I are back together and the sun continues to shine. My back is only in occasional pain these days (what an improvement!) and I have a plane ticket home for Christmas (Dec 21-31, for those of you who will be there). I will be going to Layne's home in Huntington, WV for Thanksgiving again this year, and look forward to spending some time in the woods. I look forward to seeing you soon! And when I have a new home, you will certainly be welcome to visit :) Let's hope that's soon!